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Name: Rickmiester
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 11/8/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: chix...rock music...chix...hockey...chix...dance battling...chix...detective work and girls
Expertise: being a detective and acting
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  KnightxSniper
Member Since:
8/14/2004
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| hey guys look I jes wanted 2 apologize about all of my bullshit last week I mean yea i wanted 2 see U happy but I wanted 2 see U happy with me and well I guess it jes pissed me off that ur dating my bestfrend. Look girl u say dat U know how I feel cuz U were like this 4 like 11 months. I've been like this for 4 years and I jes dnt wanna be alone anymore. I wanna be with someone but I wanna be with someone I know someone I tell anything and everything I can 2 someone who's always there 4 me hmmm...hahaha...hey look it seems like I'm refering 2 someone else other than U...well yea I'm talking about her I'm talking about both of U. U 2 girls r always there for me and U both noe I'm here 4 U and dnt wrry I can see that niether one of U wants 2 be with me and I'm not gonna say anything cuz then I'd jes be forceing U 2 do somethign that U dnt want 2 do and I respect that so there's really nuttin left 2 say but I'm srry I'm cnt be the guy U want me 2 be o yea and by the way Asher, Cynthia I'm totally kool with da 2 of U goin out now srry for all of my Bullshit Bruh | | |
| son of a mother fukin bitch. I'm fukin tired of this shit. I mean I thought I can handle them goin out but I jes fukin can't. I mean I like u and he's my frend but I still can't stand the 2 of u together. Shit I noe im not gonna do anythin 2 screw the 2 of u up but I jes can't stand all of this bullshit anymore. I told u that I liked u bcuz u remind me of how I used 2 be but now I dnt care about anything...I dnt care about u, him, me or most of my frends anymore. Out of all of the frends dat I have theres is only one person I can really trust, one person I can really rely on 2 help me through times like dis. Now i dnt even feel like talkin 2 u or him anymore but I'm tryin 2 be a good frend and I'm tryin 2 not show it but...U GUYS ARE REALLY FUKIN PISSING ME OFF RITE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and u dnt even realize it sure u may noe dat I'm having trouble dealing with da situatuion but now I'm having trouble trustin da 2 of u. I dnt even really want 2 talk 2 u guys anymore and u guys act as if everything between us is kool? Well itz not ok...look if u guys wanna talk dats fine but jes remember one thing I'M NOT GOING 2 LISTEN 2 EITHER ONE OF U!!!! | | |
| wow itz been a hella long time since i updated dis shit...well here it goes
well anyway see dis grl dat i like(dnt ask her name im not gonna give it 2 u...unless itz u dats readin dis den hi...anyone else who noes who she is dnt say anythin)is datin one of my homies and well im koo wit dat n' all except for sum reason in a way I dnt want dem 2 go out. I mean I'm happy dat ur happy but I'm still depressed dat i cnt be wit u...and i really want 2 be wit u but i cnt cuz u dnt feel da same way about me as i do 4 u. Look dude no hard feelin's about dis aiight but i gotta get dis out of my system. Girl i really like u and i cnt i jes cnt(not sayin dat I'm goin 2 dude)help but try not 2 make a move on u. itz so fukin hard on my part because i cnt do anythin about these fukin feelings i have 4 u. Damn I'm feel desperate rite now because I'm not tellin u dis myself. Well anyway I guess das all i had to say T_T dnt worry about me I'm aiight I'm not mad at da 2 of u I'm jes mad at da whole fukin situation. I mean I'm koo with u guys goin out and I'm glad dat u guys told me but...I'm still havin trouble dealin with all of dis...guys if ur readin dis jes dnt talk 2 me much about it aiight...or at all. Srry I'm bein a selfish frend I jes feel like I never had da chance 2 tell uhow i really feel about u...maybe sumday I'll tell u...maybe...sumday | | |
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